Here’s the down low (be prepared for things to get a little bitchy)
I like you. I like spending time with you. You make me happy. You are funny and kind and you are very very good to me. But your work/school schedule means that we can only hang out on weekends. I see you once a week. We have hung out three times. I don’t really know you, and at this rate it will take a long time for me to know you well enough to let you know the real me, simply because we have so little time together. We can’t even talk on the phone or anything because your schedule doesn’t really leave time for it. I know that you like me a lot, but you don’t really know me. Whenever I see you, I am ready to see you. You will never see the bad parts of me, the ugly parts. How can you like me that much until you see them? And honestly, I don’t want to feel committed to someone that I don’t know that well. I don’t want to turn down opportunities to get to know other guys because I feel like I owe you something. I already have, and honestly that upsets me because there could have been (and could still be) something there in some of those cases. I like you, and I am happy with you, but I simply do not know you well enough to feel exclusive with you. But you already sucked up to my dad and your family is so happy so I don’t know what to do. The high I get when I am with you isn’t enough to last me the whole week with barely any contact. I don’t want to let you go, but I don’t want to stop branching out. Maybe the timing isn’t right…
